well...last night i checked my cervix while giving myself my progesterone suppository and noticed some old brown-tinged cm...thought...hey this is probably left over...
afterwards i felt some cervical cramping like i do sometimes after checking cm...
got up over night to pee and didnt see anything (that i remember)
this morning...a good amount of brown/dark red blood...
sigh.
i hate this.
no cramping besides the regular left side twinge where my ovarian cyst is...
i hope i just irritated my cervix and it stops soon.
i think im just gonna bite the bullet and go in for betas this week...im just not able to figure this pregnancy out otherwise...
pray for us, please.
becky
asteiner18
06-01-2008, 10:33 AM
many many prayers coming your way :pray:
Babybug
06-01-2008, 10:35 AM
Becky I truly hope everything is ok.....I'll be thinking of you and sending you all the sticky bean vibes I possibly can !!!!! :hugs: :hugs: :hugs:
beckstar
06-01-2008, 10:48 AM
i hate to be such a mess...openly....haha.
it seems to be stopping..im thinking it had to do with the hardcore groping of my cervix i did last night (sorry, but i was curious!)
my poor cervix is sooooooo sensitive...i wonder where it gets THAT from.
im soooo going for bloodwork tomorrow.
Babybug
06-01-2008, 10:58 AM
i hate to be such a mess...openly....haha.
it seems to be stopping..im thinking it had to do with the hardcore groping of my cervix i did last night (sorry, but i was curious!)
my poor cervix is sooooooo sensitive...i wonder where it gets THAT from.
im soooo going for bloodwork tomorrow.
I bleed to when a get cervical exams.......going in for bloodwork tomorrow is a great idea. I hope the results a great and help bring you peace of mind. It must be terrible to be in constant fear like this.
Now kick back with a glass of lemonade for the rest of the day and stop groping at your cervix till tomorrow will ya......
Manna00
06-01-2008, 11:01 AM
:hugs: momma.
beckstar
06-01-2008, 12:33 PM
it appears to have gotten worse...little dark clots...
i think this is it, ladies...
ive done some crying...had a stupid argument w/ the hubs...
as per usual during a loss.
i'd be super surprised if this isnt a m/c.
no cramping, but progesterone keeps that from happening...
gonna wait til tomorrow's blood results to go off my meds, tho...just in case.
lemonade sounds really good.
Mommy2B
06-01-2008, 12:37 PM
Keeping you (and the little one) in my prayers, mama.
Jem*Jam Customs
06-01-2008, 12:39 PM
just seeing this..........hugs and prayers mama!
ktmelody
06-01-2008, 12:46 PM
Praying for you mama. I am going through it right now too. PM me if you need to chat. I have YIM too.
:hugs: :hugs: :hugs: Its never easy.
tomatojane
06-01-2008, 01:31 PM
Hugs!
Babybug
06-01-2008, 07:16 PM
Oh Becky....I'm so sorry....praying for you. Keep us posted :hugs: :hugs:
SweetTandPickles
06-01-2008, 07:41 PM
praying mama. i'm also on 200mg prometrium. found out #5 is on the way, last wk. I ahve PCOS and have had 5 m/c so I know how stressful it is.
robertribeye
06-01-2008, 10:39 PM
:bighug: oh becky, I am SOOOOO sorry. I really prayed that your bleeding was done. I am just know seeing this. Please keep us updated hun. Sending good thoughts and prayers. :hugs: stick little baby. I hope you get some answers with your blood draw. We are all here for you. pm me if you need to chat. ~ Windy
beckstar
06-02-2008, 03:56 PM
today's test was so faint you could barely see it...im not going in for bloodwork. i have a feeling by tomorrow i'll be testing negative.
gonna take a break until the end of summer. possibly until next year. gonna focus on school.
thanks for all of your well wishes...
ktmelody
06-02-2008, 04:10 PM
So sorry mama. Same here. Just waiting for my OB to call back.
If you need anything PM me.
:hugs: :hugs:
beckstar
06-02-2008, 05:15 PM
i actually did go for the bloodtest, i'll get the results tomorrow...
i missed one of my finals and in order to make it up, i need a drs note...so i had to get "proof" i was ever pregnant...im sure my blood has at least a little bit of hcg in it...
i can sort of feel the cramps coming...im sure it will be mild as im not all that pregnant...
kind of grateful that its now and not further into things...easier to let go when you barely got a chance to grab on...
feeling at peace.
i need to focus on my family. taking a break from ttc will free up a lot of time i usually spend obsessing about getting pregnant.
asteiner18
06-03-2008, 12:44 AM
:hugs: i am sooo sooo sorry. i have been praying for you and i will keep you in my :pray:
lou
06-03-2008, 07:38 AM
I'm so sorry, I'm also a student-mom. I know it's difficult combining family, school, ttc. I’m with you in thoughts and wish everything will be ok for you.
beckstar
06-03-2008, 10:55 AM
it is confirmed. my blood work showed that my hcg level was 25 and my progesterone 14.6...those are really low numbers for the length of time since my first BFP...and even if i conceived only 2 weeks ago.
thanks for all of your support, girls!
good luck and have an AWESOME pregnancy.
:)
asteiner18
06-03-2008, 11:17 AM
it is confirmed. my blood work showed that my hcg level was 25 and my progesterone 14.6...those are really low numbers for the length of time since my first BFP...and even if i conceived only 2 weeks ago.
thanks for all of your support, girls!
good luck and have an AWESOME pregnancy.
:)
:hugs: i dont even know what to say.... i will keep you in my prayers :pray:
Pridelandsmommy
06-04-2008, 05:24 AM
I am so sorry :(
calideedle
06-04-2008, 10:08 AM
I am sorry :hugs:
suprmommy
06-04-2008, 10:51 AM
Sorry Mama. :hugs:
caricandothis
06-04-2008, 11:19 AM
:hug I'm so so sorry, mama. Been following your story and have been praying for you. Will keep doing so, I hope you can find a peaceful place in all of this.
