at 9:15, I'm hoping to get some pictures of my little one today....I'll update when I get back, I'm kinda nervous...:~
UPDATE
well, the doc said my levels went down since thursday to 629. They were 640. He ordered a vaginal U/s and it reavealed that the gestational sac is there filled with fluid and blood and said that I should pass it eventually. If I havent passed it in two weeks they will have to do a D&C. So now I just have to wait for this to happen....I am so scared, i think its worse knowing that it will happen, but I dont know when. :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: You ladies have been great and I wish you all the best for the rest of your pregnancies. Thanks for reading...
SECOND UPDATE
the doctor just called and said that my hcg levels went up to 1179(he sent me for blood work after my appt).....so I am still a threatened miscarriage, but it is odd that the numbers went up so much....i dont even know what to think now, i am an emotional wreck. I go back on wed for more blood work and another u/s....
I just did some research on what is happening to me...anyone ever heard of the vanishing twin syndrome?? I am really trying to think positive here..
Manna00
06-03-2008, 06:45 AM
:hugs: momma. BEST of luck.
marymom
06-03-2008, 06:53 AM
:hugs: and good luck mama!!! i think i'll be going in today to get my blood drawn to either confirm a new pregnancy or not. :headscratch: :giggle:
earena
06-03-2008, 08:03 AM
Mine is today too at 10:30, I am so nervous for some reason.
robertribeye
06-03-2008, 09:40 AM
yay. let us know if you get an ultrasound. And how it goes.
:hugs: So sorry mama. My heart aches for you. :hugs:
MCmom3
06-03-2008, 12:08 PM
:hugs: :hugs: :hugs: so sorry mama
togg_mama
06-03-2008, 12:12 PM
:cry: I'm sooooo sorry Mama! :hugs:
MommyScott
06-03-2008, 12:15 PM
:bighug: I'm so sorry mama :cry:
Manna00
06-03-2008, 12:23 PM
oh momma. My heart honestly aches for you. I know that feeling all too well. I pray that you have peace and any kind of comfort you can have at this time. My MOST sincerest :hugs:
iKim
06-03-2008, 12:42 PM
Oh honey, I'm so sorry. If you need to talk, PM me okay? :hugs:
Tivaly
06-03-2008, 02:23 PM
I'm really sorry :hugs:
guysmama
06-03-2008, 02:29 PM
:hugs:
piccolo41099
06-03-2008, 03:44 PM
Lots of prayers coming your way!!!:pray: :pray: :pray: :pray: :pray: :pray: :pray: :pray: :pray: :pray: :hugs: :hugs: :hugs: :hugs:
cheyannegeist
06-03-2008, 03:50 PM
i am so totally just freekin out right now....i just dont know what to do or think....i have another week of not knowing what is going on inside of there....:cry:
victors_mama_june
06-03-2008, 03:56 PM
I will share my story that happend with DS. I started bleeding alot a few days after i BFP went to the ER since my DOC was away they confirmed the pregnancy and said it was normal. A week later it was worse I went back and they did a u/s and didnt see anything and my numbers went up but they said i was miscarrying. The next week i finally got to see my DOC he did blood work and my numnbers went up again. Sent me for my 4th u/s and there was a sac but there was bleeding around the sac. After they got the report and i was still bleeding the DOC told me I had twins and I lost the one which is what the bleeding was that i was having and on the screen. Hang in there mama. I took them 5u/s to see my LO
cheyannegeist
06-03-2008, 04:02 PM
thats what i am starting to think is happening here too...i hope my lo is ok in there
MCmom3
06-03-2008, 04:18 PM
I'm praying for you mama and hoping that it is vanishing twin. It may still be sad to know that one is gone, but you'll still have a sweet little bean. :hugs: :pray:
marymom
06-03-2008, 04:38 PM
wow mama!!! :hugs: and prayers that all is okay!!!
jaceraden
06-03-2008, 05:10 PM
Hey, Mama.
I'm thinking of you lots and sending sticky vibes like crazy.
As for vanishing twin syndrome forgive me if I'm repeating but I didn't have time to read the other posts BUT - it happens A LOT. That's why I get terribly worried when people as newly pg as we are announce that they're having twins. Many pregnancies start as twins but then one vanishes for one reason or another. Lots of Mamas would never even know that it happened if it weren't for early U/S, etc.
I don't really want to *hope* that's what's going on with you since losing a baby is horrible but the possible silver lining is that there's still one bean left to nurture. :hugs:
robertribeye
06-03-2008, 05:17 PM
:hugs: :hugs: :hugs:
earena
06-03-2008, 05:23 PM
wow, what a day for you, I hope everything turns out OK, that is a huge jump in levels so it seems promising.
Dor
06-03-2008, 05:34 PM
Praying for you! :hugs:
sheleighya
06-03-2008, 09:45 PM
Hi, mamas!
So, sorry for what you are faced with. I hope you will gain strength of character and stronger bonds with your current family at the very least for this experience. Trust that Life will manifested at the end of it all!
I know it's fun to do ultrasounds and such. Been there, done that. I just wanted to say let the process happen without all of that extra. Trust that all things happen for a reason, and that all will be well in the end.
rmduer
06-04-2008, 07:28 AM
so sorry that you are going through all of this. I hope you find out some real answers soon
mariewes
06-04-2008, 11:00 AM
So sorry you are going through all of this :hugs:
My BFF thought she was having a miscarriage too. She went in and they said the sack was empty, just full of fluid. She didn't pass on her own, so she went in for her scheduled D&C. She demanded a u/s first, because she has stopped the bleeding all together, and low and behold...there was a baby inside. Amelia is now 1 1/2.
I know that this may not be the case for you, but I would say unless it is harmful for you, hold off on the D&C as long as you can.
Again :hugs:
cheyannegeist
06-04-2008, 11:11 AM
that makes me feel better....i really hope everything is ok :pray:
Pocketful of Clovers
06-04-2008, 11:40 AM
Oh what a roller coaster you're on. (((hugs))) mama. I will keep you in my T&Ps.
