I poas last night - 30 days into my cycle.
http://farm4.static.flickr.com/3210/2965346245_84ed9087d1.jpg
So I guess I'm on this board now!!! I figure my EDD will be June 30. Very excited but also scared and worried, as we lost the last two.
Mommy2LivandNoah
10-23-2008, 09:37 AM
That looks like such an awesome line mama!! :)
Congrats..and welcome to the June Board! :)
asteiner18
10-23-2008, 09:38 AM
congrats!!! i cant believe there are people almost due in July!! time is flying!! many many sticky vibes for you :hugs:
Mother Lover
10-23-2008, 09:46 AM
Congrats girl and Welcome!
LilBeanBaby
10-23-2008, 09:53 AM
thanks!! i'm excited but almost feel like if i talk about it too much it won't happen...
cakeums
10-23-2008, 10:13 AM
I really said "WOW!" out loud last night when I saw your BFP in the TTC section. :giggle:
I KWYM about being afraid to talk about it, like you're going to jinx something. I lost 4 before my DD and 1 in July 07 so I totally know how you feel. I figure I've done something different each time, told, not told, talked about it, etc., and what I do or say ultimately has no control over what's going to happen. When I was PG with DD, I bought cute little bibs and a cute blanket at Target when I wasn't quite 4 weeks yet. Something was just telling me to go ahead and get them. That's the only time I bought anything for a baby, and the one pregnancy that stuck, so who knows! I already have two pairs of longies for this one, a pair that I bought way back in Feb when we TTC on DH's leave (didn't get PG) and a pair that I bought on a whim last week.
Anyway, my point is that it's totally normal to be afraid, but try not to let that fear overshadow your happiness or excitement too much. Easier said than done, I know.
LilBeanBaby
10-23-2008, 10:43 AM
thanks, Megan. I know - now that I look at the stick this morning, it's just as dark as it was last night! I don't know how I could have doubted that...
With Grover, our first baby born to heaven, we never really thought anything like that would happen. We got PG with DS the month we tried, so it just never occurred to us that we'd be the "1 in 4". Then with Baloo, we told our families at 6 weeks, wanting their support and thoughts, and scared because of the last time. Two days later found out we were losing him/her too. Now I'm trying not to let my thoughts run away with me. I don't want to remember what it was like, the actual m/cs, because that's pretty devastating right now and I need to be calm and stuff.
I started knitting a pair of longies when we found out about our 3rd PG, and I finished them a while ago, so I guess they're for this little person now. Also bought some NB FuzziBunz. :) starting to be excited about a stash!
