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Fishie Kisses 11-09-2012 08:34 PM

I never thought I'd be posting here. After 3 full term pregnancies with no issues at all, you sorta start to feel invincible like 'it won't happen to me'....and then it does.

This whole pregnancy was such a roller coaster. Bleeding heavy like a period, but it stopped abruptly. Took an hpt...bfp. Blood work over the next few days revealed rising numbers. Go in for 9 weeks u/s only to be told baby is only measuring 6 weeks, which is 1000% not possible. Blood work again to reveal numbers are dropping rapidly.

I still haven't had any cramping or bleeding. I'm hoping and praying this passes naturally. I don't have time for a d&c. I can't afford the loss in income from not watching all the kids

And seeing friends post ultrasound pictures sucks. Our dear friends had their first child today. It's so hard to be happy for them when I'm mourning the loss of my own child.

BeccaSueCongdon 11-09-2012 08:36 PM


I'm so sorry, mama. :*-(

PoshPants 11-09-2012 08:39 PM

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so sorry, hope you can have this naturally and as easy as these horrible things can be

s2grace 11-09-2012 08:40 PM

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So sorry Mama. It's hard. I had a m/c between my 2nd and 3rd. My midwife gave me a pill to take that actually got things going so I didn't need a d and c. Not sure if that would work but I was thankful. Praying for you.

NewMommy6111 11-09-2012 08:42 PM

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I'm so sorry. There are no words, but I will keep you in my thoughts :hug:

whitneywalters 11-09-2012 08:46 PM

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I am so sorry :hugs:

keen1981 11-09-2012 08:53 PM

:( been there. Hugs!!

paper_girl_76 11-09-2012 08:53 PM

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newtocloth2 11-09-2012 08:56 PM

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Tina5834 11-09-2012 10:52 PM

:hugs: mama. So many hugs. :crying:

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