Re: Mixed Emotions after Ultrasound...
We didn't find out the gender until our baby's birth and were expecting a boy too. It was such a shock to birth a girl that it took some adjusting too. I can relate to your feelings because I've never liked those aspects of the female world either, but my way of dealing with that has been to integrate other colors besides pink into my daughter's wardrobe and I've decided that I'd like to make a point of raising my daughter to be tough and not squeamish or prissy. And it has turned out that having a girl is a lot of fun. I've always wanted a son from the time I was a little kid, but now that I have a daughter I don't care if I never have a boy. I'm sure that once she's born and you form a bond with her you'll feel that way too.
Babywearing, CDing SAHM. I love my DH and my 4 sweet girls, looking forward to meeting team green baby #5 January 2017.