Re: she told me to just RELAX and let him have Pampers.
Check your local LLL for ladies who provide childcare in an ap environment. My LLL was full of them, me included.
Also, with an income of 15K is it in your famiy's best financial interest for you to return to work? Crown financial has some calculators for figuring that out. I left my job my first year and did on call work for my hospital, but after all the hassle and unhappy time for dh and dd, and paying for special tax forms via hr block, we figured out it totally was not worth the time spent or money earned. Crazy.
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