Re: Frustrated, upset, selfish. Emotional VBAC hopeful's thoughts
Oh mama I think all of your feelings normal. You are not selfish at all!!!!
From your last labor and delivery it is perfectly normal to have those fears. I think though that you have enough of a support group (doulas ob) that you will be able to do this and the way you want.
You are so strong and no matter what happens will be able to have the strength to make the best decision for you.
I think you have done all that you could do right now. I would only suggest some medititation or just 5 minutes of complete silence to calm your worries and fears.