02-17-2011, 01:24 PM
Join Date: Feb 2010
DH and I may have "oops-ed" the end of the saga.
Scroll all the way down for the final update.
So DH and I decided that we are done making our own babies because we got our boy and our girl and I have a REALLY REALLY tough time with pregnancy. Super sick, pelvic problems, back problems- It's just bad. The whole 9 months. We decided that if we want more babies, we will adopt since there are so many needy children all over the world.
WELL... I have been using fertility friend to track my cycle so that we can avoid my fertile days. DH has been planning a vasectomy as soon as we can afford it.
DH and I DTD 4 nights in a row (woo-hoo!) without protection, because I was supposed to have a few more nights before I hit the "danger zone". Well, I ovulated yesterday. 2 days early. UH-OH! Might I mention neither of our children were planned, and I am super fertile. I wish I could take a pregancy test NOW and find out because I am so nervous!
Don't get me wrong, if I am pregnant I will be happy and feel totally blessed to have another baby, but I am just scared right now.
I have the pregancy test strips, how many days after ovulation can you take one?
I will keep you all updated BTW.
Okay... so today when I went to the bathroom and wiped, there was a tiny bit of a pink tint. Could that be implatation spotting? It wasn't enough to show up in my underwear, and it was only 1 time that it happened. I am pretty clueless, this didn't happen with my other pregnancies.
PG test 1 @ 6DPO is negative. If I stare at it long enough, it looks like a line appears but I think it's my mind playing tricks. We will see though... I will probably test every morning until I get a BFP or aunt flo comes.
Update- I may have gotten a squinter today... but I don't know. Yesterday I didn't "feel" preggo at all, and contemplated even taking a test this morning. I did anyway I know this sounds wierd, but when I bend the test it looks like a line appears I tried to take a picture but it didn't show up at all. I think maybe I just secretly want a line to show up at this point so DH doesn't think I am a crazy loon!
Sorry to keep you all waiting we have had a crazy weekend! My tests haven't changed, so I don't think that one was a squinter... I just think I WANT to see a line there. I am still taking them every morning, but I don't think there is a baby in my belly. I told DH that I would be kinda sad if there wasn't. His response was "I won't! I'll be relieved!" The moral of the story is that I want another baby, and DH doesn't. He is using the tax refund to get his vasectomy, but I trust that if God wants us to have another, it will happen regardless. ((sigh))
Am I crazy?
Is this a squinter? I took it today just on a whim. I should start my cycle in two days so shouldn't it be darker by this point? There is a line- I don't know if you can see it in the pic, but it's there IRL. Tell me what you think friends.
I'm not crazy:
We lost the baby. I am okay, and have a peace about the situation due to all of support and the prayers from everyone.
I asked DH if we could try for another sometime, and he said yes. Thanks to everyone who has followed and supported me on my rollercoaster saga.
Elisabeth Renee Wifey to my hottie hubby & SAHM to my snuggly big boy
Ethan James 9.22.2006, my sweet middle girl, Selah Grace 1.15.2010, and my unplanned surprise homebirth, Levi Kristopher 12.13.2011
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