[Zan]

Thanks mamas. I talked with DH last night about it and we both feel that it's probably best to leave it the way I did. It's hard for me to feel okay about it but that's b/c my strong feelings about bf are there- in reality it's her decision- her baby- her body.

She's supposed to call me in a week or two for help with some meals. In the mean time, I'm praying that she'll call and ask for help (whether it's me, her other friend, or the lc)