[badhayrday]

Don't feel bad mama that's very normal. You have 5 months to adjust and I'm sure when you meet your new boy you will wonder what in the world you were so worried about because you will instantly love him.

I ma for some reason convinced that this baby is a girl. We won't know for 2 more weeks for sure but I just feel like ti's a girl. I've even bought a couple of girly diapers. I know if they tell me it's a boy I will be shocked and probably a bit disappointed but then I will just sell the girly dipesand look at some cute boy diapers to get myself excited!