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Old 03-09-2012, 02:39 AM   #1
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I did not want to spend my next pregnancy terrified

but I am.

I had a horrible birth last time that ended in emergency c section. I am terrified of birting and the idea of vbac.

I am equally terrified of having a repeat c section in a country that gives you ibuprofen post op and does not use pain meds. I do not even know if it is an option, my last obgyn said if I wanted another c section I would have to pay out of pocket as it would be elective not needed.

I am not happy to be pregnant. I am scared. I did not even know if I wanted to have more kids after DS and I am terrified of spending my whole pregnancy in fear.
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