Re: Mourning a different type of loss...
Mama that is a horrific experience to have gone through. If you were skipping anong I would think you were strange but this seems VERY normal to me. In the grand scheme of things it has not been long since your surgery. I think you need to be a little more patient with yourself. Try not to beat yourself up. It sounds to me like you feel guilty for being so upset when you have your 2 babies? Your experience is just as earth shattering to you as any other womans infertility is to her. I am so sorry you have to deal with this
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