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Old 06-06-2012, 05:39 AM   #109
Koli Ava
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Re: TTC After Loss Thread

Thank you everyone.

And congrats Cristy!

Originally Posted by brookglen View Post
If I may unload for a minute. Tomorrow I will be 5 weeks, 6 if we are going by my LMP. at any rate, it will be the exact day in which I lost my last pregnancy and I am in a really dark place. I am just dreading the rest of this week and seriously hoping I make it through unscathed. I'm trying really hard to enjoy this whole thing, and every little wave of nausea makes me feel better (go figure), but it's also been really hard to connect. I won't dare speculate boy or girl, and we have barely discussed names. I want to Order new clothes and prenatal vitamins, but the last time I did that the UPS guy showed up ON. THE. DAY. of my miscarriage with a huge box from Gap maternity and my prenatals. It was way ironic and not at all pleasant. Anyway, this is where I am right now, just kind of waiting and hoping.
The day I arrived back from the hospital -when they confimed I was miscarrying last week- I had a package of maternity clothes waiting for me and a diaper/wool item for the baby we were expecting. It was hard. I put them aside in hopes we have another. Praying you have a healthy pregnancy.
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