Re: I did not want to spend my next pregnancy terrified
I'm sorry for your bad experience with your first birth. I dont have much advice to offer, i live abroad where the "normal" is to have a planned c-section, and i have not found a doctor who would do a normal birth. I did eventually find a midwife who would do a homebirth, but, ultimately, we decided to go back to the US to have the baby, at least this time. I hope you find a doctor who will work with you and be a good doctor.