[Lexy]

Oh and His timing being a struggle, I'm meaning I really love my kids very close (I only nursed first 2 for 2mo.) and had my first 3 close because bfing didn't prevent pregnancy since I didn't nurse as long. So I struggle with wanting to get pregnant and feeling a little selfishly sad because I can't while nursing even though I know if God wanted ne to, he would make it happen. If that even makes sense.