Re: I am so hurt and confused, please help!
First I am sorry for what happened to you. Have you considered counseling? It would be a good time to go and seek emotional help right now. I was heavily drugged and raped years ago and I can relate to your pain. I am so sorry mama...
As far as your dates it is looking like the first date isn't very likely at all. Being like some other mama's said it is a huge gap between.
Take gentle care of yourself mama. One day at a time and be kind to yourself. Nothing is your fault.
Praying for you.