Re: Affairs (Physical and emotional)
I'm sorry, Dillysmum, that you're going through this. It's so hard, especially when it feels that so much of the situation is totally out of your control. I, too, think MC would be worth a shot...even if you have to go by yourself first... just to have a fresh perspective and some unbiased advice. Do you have anyone outside your family/friends you can go to, perhaps a Pastor? If you'd like to try talking to a counselor by phone (for free), I know you can call the counseling department at Focus on the Family (855-771-4357). I work for Focus and have used the counseling services myself and found them to be very kind and helpful. Anyway, might be worth a shot at least to get a professional's opinion on what to do next.
Hang in there and try to take it a day at a time. I'll be praying, too, that God will give you clear direction as you make these decisions. Keep us posted, ok?