Living together... deciding whether to stay together
Boyfriend and I met last February... started dating "casually" and then he suggested moving in together. Well literally the weekend we moved in (mid September), I found out I was pregnant. He's so immature sometimes and freaked out and wanted to get rid of it at first. He's ten years older than me!!!!
Well fast forward to... now and we are still living together and still together and have a lovely baby girl we both adore completely.
Just lately its been feeling fake and I don't feel loved anymore. I don't feel like its real anymore. I escape to my parents for a weekend (with the baby) and end up texting him saying I don't know if I should come back or if I want to.
I don't have the guts to tell him how I feel in person. Whenever I try its like talking to a brick wall. So I chicken out and text him when I'm gone.
I don't know if I could do it. Be without him. I don't want my baby girl growing up without her daddy.