Re: Expecting our Rainbow Babies in Feb 2013
I had two first tri losses. One mercifully early at 6.5 weeks. Followed by 7 unsuccessful months of ttc. Then the second loss after a perfect 8wk scan. It was about 10 weeks and the day of our first wedding anniversary. That hurt a lot. Plus our dog ran away that same day. Doc said take it easy. But instead I spent three hours running through the streets screaming my dogs name. I I cry thinking about it. But my husband says at least we set the bar low for anniversaries. It can only get better from here on out. And that makes me laugh. And then this pregnancy on our first cycle back ttc. So far, so good. I'm feeling more relaxed now I'm right at the 2nd tri mark. But I'm still uneasy. And over sensitive to every symptom and feeling. And I'm terrified of sharing the news.
Wife to Ivan, Mama to Leon Andres 2.2.13 and furbaby Soqueta