[yellowitchgrl]

Originally Posted by canadianbakers Thanks mamas. I don't feel able to be hopeful yet. To be totally honest, I was hoping AF would start sometime through that first late week and then everything would be over. I'm just so scared about what might be. I also don't know how I'll manage prenatal anything because I haven't been able to go back to the Dr's office since we got the first u/s report with Elliana. I haven't seen any Drs since she was born. Gives me panic attacks just thinking about it... so I don't! For now thinking about today is enough.

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