[leyash]

I'm so nervous. I had an appointment last week, just to confirm pregnancy. According to her, and my LMP, I was 6 weeks 4 days. Today, I am 7 weeks 4 days, and I have my first real appointment.

She wants to do bloodwork, a pap smear, and an ultrasound. I am SO nervous about the pap smear, just because I'm afraid of spotting, or something bad happening afterward. We had a loss in April (never had a pelvic exam with that one), so my anxiety is expected.

I don't want to reject it, though, because I would like to make sure that everything is a-ok down there (cervical cancer scares me), I also want to make sure there's no bacteria, or anything like that. Just want to make sure I check out health wise.

What do you guys suggest? I've never had a "natural" pregnancy, if you will. Always had the standard tests and stuff done with each pregnancy. I'm just super nervous this time around.