Re: not as in love with BFing as I thought....help?
It will get better! 3 weeks is a notorious time for difficulty BFing, anyway. Babies have a growth spurt, so mama gets overproduction, breasts get engorged, it's hard to latch, etc. So, it's partly due to his age at coming home. Part of it is also because you have been pumping and have a great supply. Work on it for a little longer, and I think once it improves, you will be so glad you did!
Wife to the best DH since 1997. CDing BFing Mama to #1DS
12/2006 and #4DS
5/2012. Missing my angel