Thread: Tubal regret...
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Old 10-03-2012, 08:28 PM   #1
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Tubal regret...

I thought this would be a good place to vent and find some support so here is my story.
I am the proud mother of three awesome kiddos...unfortunately the timing wasn't always so awesome so when baby #3 came and my doc kept offering it (he started the day I came in prego with #2...should've run!) I bit. I'm sure it was mostly my hormones and my panic talking but I went ahead and had my tubes tied when #3 was born even though I was a little hesitant. She is 4 now. I have been waiting for this "baby fever" to pass and I am still heartbroken. Whenever anyone gets pregnant or has a baby I feel terrible...sad, jealous, angry...mostly at myself for creating this situation. I feel aweful and guilty that these are my feelings. I know how very blessed I am with the children I have, I have a sister-in-law and brother-in-law who have been waiting for a baby for nearly five years and I feel so selfish.
Has anyone else ever gone through this? I'd love some words of wisdom...or any support
Thanks mamas!
Erin, mama to Madison '00 Jaden '02 and Avery '08 Love our perfect family
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