[JasmineMama]

I lost my bean last week. I've been avoiding this site like the plague. It is really tough, I have two healthy babies and I keep thinking what if that is it? I'm trying to not beat myself up, but I'm failing My tests were so light, when I knew they should be dark. My back is/was killing me. I did go to the doctor, but wish I hadn't the nurse was completely insensitive. I wish you all happy and healthy nine months.