I think life needs to slow down before I go crazy.
I'm seriously so overwhelmed at the moment, it's unreal.
Last Wednesday, my uncle was in a car accident. He had a seizure, his heart stopped. He was in ICU, passed away Monday.
Well, Monday also happened to be my oldest son's 11th birthday.
My mom purchased a house and moved in on Thursday.
Today is my uncle's funeral, and my best friend just had her beautiful baby girl this morning.
I got a call from CPS this past Tuesday (was a call about a friend, not me), but that sent me through a whirl wind, wondering if I could somehow be in trouble (she lived here when they got called).
Had my second ultrasound on Wednesday, where we finally heard the heartbeat for the first time.
My wonderful husband quit his job on Tuesday, and we are so far behind on bills, I'm wondering if we're going to have anywhere to live next month.
My dad currently lives with us, and is having severe financial problems that I can't help him with. He's got mental health problems, and is not going to have any medicine in two weeks, and we're BOTH worried about what's going to happen, and what kind of mood he's in. The medicine is not currently working, so he's constantly in his room, in a really sour/sad mood. It gets to me, especially being overly emotional.
I don't need this stress. Life happens, I get that. But this just seems like WAY too much to happen in the last 9 days. I'm so overwhelmed I just cried and cried lastnight. It made me feel better temporarily. On top of being SO sick and unable to work, I am most stressed about bills, especially with the fact that my husband quit his job. We're already three weeks behind on bills, and I just don't know how we're EVER going to catch up now.
Thanks for letting me vent for a bit. Life is hard. I have to remember to thank God for the blessings.