Re: Am I horrible for WANTING a repeat c/s?
In a nutshell, no, you're not.
If you are making an informed choice, if you know both the potential risks and benefits of what you are choosing, and if you are making the decision that is best for you, your baby, and your family - then that's the right choice for you. And that's what it's all about!
One thing I would say is that you can't really plan these things. You can schedule a c-sec, but things can still happen, kwim? And you don't know what a different labor attempt may be like or bring.
But I do understand where you're coming from here. You had a horrible experience, and I can totally understand not wanting to go through that again.