Re: Am I horrible for WANTING a repeat c/s?
You are not horrible for wanting a better birth experience. Anyone in your shoes would want a better birth experience and no one should judge you for what type of birth you choose. IF you want to try for a vaginal birth (and no judgements here if you don't), you are VERY unlikely to have a similar experience. The combination of all the things that happened, made for a perfect storm and a very scary experience. You really don't have to decide one way or another right now. If you want to, you can go into it saying you will try for a VBAC unless XY or Z happens and then you would want a c-section. It doesn't have to be all or nothing unless you feel more comfortable that way.
Rachel, SAHM to
wife to dh .