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Old 10-16-2012, 12:02 PM   #137
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Re: Pregnancy After Loss (October 1-15)

Originally Posted by finleyjudemommy View Post
Elena~ I never felt right with the baby that I lost either...he was a little boy that had Trisomy 13 that was born sleeping at almost 24 weeks. His "angel day" is coming up this coming Monday.....
I think there's definitely something to be said about a mother's intuition.

Trouble is, I don't know what that means for this baby/pregnancy. In the first bit it was just like being pregnant with Elliana... so I felt the same - that something was wrong and this baby would die too. Then I felt movement and wiggles, and it was nothing like with her, and then I felt different - still not sure, but at lease hopeful.
Now in the past couple days of no definite movement, I'm feeling like there is no hope, like either this baby is all ready dead, or sick and dying just like her.

But deep down, I don't think I had that "something is not right" feeling like with her. Instead I have all these worries and fears that I can't shake most of the time. And I can't figure out what that means.
Momma to R (12), Z (10), I (8), L (4), P (2) & J (Apr 14, 2015)
remembering Elliana Lucy (2.7.12)
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