Re: Am I horrible for WANTING a repeat c/s?
First of all: Oh my goodness!! What a nightmare!!! Now that that's out of the way: No, you're not crazy for not wanting to go through that again. Find a doctor who will let you try for a vbac (in case you decide you want it) and is a surgeon (and can do a c-section.) Then see how it goes. But do NOT feel guilty about having another c-section-especially when you lost so much blood and had so much trauma during childbirth the first time. I would say you gave it 150% trying to birth your first child naturally and your body just wasn't having it. Cut yourself some slack.