Re: Am I horrible for WANTING a repeat c/s?
You are not horrible in the slightest. I hope you can have the same midwife because she sounds amazing, and she can probably help you put everything in perspective and see if it is likely it will happen again. I totally get wanted to just have a planned c-section, but if that's an emotional response to something that might not be logical (the likelihood of it happening again), then she can help you work through that.
Even if you chose to get a c-section and it wasn't likely to have the same labor as before, I think most people would completely understand, including myself.
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