[LillyIvy]

The main reason right now I don't want a c-section is because of the recovery. I'm planning on giving him/her up for adoption so I really don't want a full month to recover for something I have no benefit of...

I am in an area where it's going to be harder to find a VBAC ban hospital than a doctor that pushes fr VBACs. So I'm sure my main problem is going to be less VBAC friendly and more... high risk friendly? Either way, I just really don't want to give birth... I'm honestly over my daughters birth, but I really don't want to be ripped open again...