I never thought I'd be posting here. After 3 full term pregnancies with no issues at all, you sorta start to feel invincible like 'it won't happen to me'....and then it does.
This whole pregnancy was such a roller coaster. Bleeding heavy like a period, but it stopped abruptly. Took an hpt...bfp. Blood work over the next few days revealed rising numbers. Go in for 9 weeks u/s only to be told baby is only measuring 6 weeks, which is 1000% not possible. Blood work again to reveal numbers are dropping rapidly.
I still haven't had any cramping or bleeding. I'm hoping and praying this passes naturally. I don't have time for a d&c. I can't afford the loss in income from not watching all the kids
And seeing friends post ultrasound pictures sucks. Our dear friends had their first child today. It's so hard to be happy for them when I'm mourning the loss of my own child.
Tashauna~~proud wife to my trained boo-boo fixer and mama to 4 boys on earth (Jordan-01/15/08, Logan-12/16/09, Connor-05/17/11)...and finally our rainbow
Jackson (11/24/13)! and two in heaven ^i^ (10wks-11/12 and 4 weeks 2/13)
and get paid!! I've earned over $1000 just since Jan 1, 2013!!!
Last edited by Fishie Kisses; 11-09-2012 at 07:36 PM.