Re: wavering between did I cause this and I expected it...loss
Thank you all and I am so sorry that you all understand and can relate. I just want to scream and wish I wouldn't have told dh. If he didn't know then I wouldn't feel like screaming at him for being what I feel is so casual and cold about it. I want him to hold me and offer to take the kids and let me have some time but that isn't happening. I know I am just angry and hurt right now. The intensity of the bleeding and cramping is picking up and all I want is to be left alone to mourn and cry. THANK YOU SO VERY MUCH for being a safe place to vent and offer support. I think I would go mad without this outlet. My sincerest heartfelt thanks and sympathies to you ladies who have BTDT.
Blessings from -Tori (45) wife to the amazing Dan(45) for 24+yrs. mom to 6 blessings entrusted to us;
DD5 and crazy man
DS 2! and 7 angels yet to meet. Homeschooling, BFing, Not so good at Vaxing, SAHM