Conferences were today. Everyone loves my new science program, so that bodes VERY well for my job (we are not tenured, but have to be rehired every fall). Sucky part: my last conference laughed at my story about DS, and said 2 1/2 is a great distance between 2 kids, when are we having another. Today is one month since June was born at 8 weeks. Talk about a punch in the gut. I stayed ok there, but cried for the 20 minute ride home. What a kick in the teeth. I just couldn't bring myself to tell her- I KNOW she'd feel awful, and there's no sense in two people feeling that way, KWIM? It's not like she meant to hurt me.
Ugh. I need hugs and liquor tonight. Alas, I won't HAVE liquor, just drink hot cocoa and pretend...
Hard-working born-again Christian
and proud mommy to my energetic son (10/2010)
and 3 angels in Jesus' arms
(8w, 4w4d, 5w) TTC with PCOS, Hypothyroidism, Antiphospholipid Syndrome, heterozygous MTHFR A1298C mutation, low progesterone, and ovulary disfunction.
Last edited by Hope4More; 11-19-2012 at 07:45 PM.