Re: Looking for advice/similar stories
I have had 4 babies. My first had scary complications. My other three came out with no complications and no problems.
I think that you should not be trying to make decisions about this right now. Like someone else said... let yourself heal emotionally from this, and cross the bridge about what to do next time when you get there.
However, every woman is different, every pregnancy is different, every baby is different. Just because you had a problem this time, doesn't necessarily mean you'll have a problem with your next baby. So just take a deep breath and relax. And talk to your midwife about it when you get pregnant again. And don't hesitate to get a second opinion on this.