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Thank you Kelsie and Cindy, I think its the not knowing that is getting to me more than anything, I know if I just knew I could deal with it, its just not knowing what to think or feel or what to plan on that is hard. I want to either know this baby will be ok, enjoy being pregnant and plan for this baby, or know that we are losing it, enjoy my last few days, and make a plan to try again. I just need to focus on one day at a time though, and enjoy having my bean with me today.