Thank you so much mamas. I am an attachment parent with all my children, but I recognize that my actions with Teagan are beyond this. It's anxiety and paranoia that grip me when we're not touching. I need to feel her breathing to be at ease. Even when we're sleeping, my hand is on her abdomen so that I can feel her breathe.
I have this morbid belief that I was never meant to actually bring home a third child. That any day now God will realize it and take her back.
I know my emotional state is damaged. I just don't know how to repair it.
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