Re: Blessed with Children, Struggling for More week of December 3rd
Yeah I am ok in the classroom but by about lunch I'm just exhausted so I think I'm going to work until lunch tomorrow and play it by ear on Friday. I wish I had a job that was more like not interacting with people because that would be easier, (I love my job, but it's hard sometimes to hold it together and I have to) I just wish people would stop asking me if I'm ok. I know they mean well but it bugs me that so many people I didn't tell know what happened and it just upsets me. Plus what do you say? No I'm not ok, I just lost the baby I've waited 3.5 years to conceive and I'm not sure if I will ever conceive again, and now I'm facing more medical procedures and meds and its all very expensive, so no, I'm not ok.
Sorry I know I sound like a whiny b**** I'm not sure when I'll be ready to try again. I wanted to try again right away but I'm not sure I'm emotionally ready for an iui yet. I am wondering if we should try on our own for a while, b
I don't know. Sigh.
Sorry I feel like I'm totally clogging the thread with my rankings
Liesl, I'm praying for you and your bean. Your betas look great!
Amy, mom to Allie-1/06, Hannah-4/08, and Lucy-12/13 always missing baby 'M' (7 weeks)
Sometimes mama/auntie to N (5/09) and Z (8/10)
Yarns, YYMN and patternsHERE