Am I Horrible?
My husband and I have a wonderful 16 month old daughter. She is the light of our lives and brings us so much joy. When she turns 2 hubby would like to try to have another baby....but... I think I might feel differently. We had always agreed that we would have several children, we both like big families but... I had 1 miscarriage before our daughter, and my entire pregnancy with her was high risk... I was sick all 9 months and I just DREAD going through another pregnancy like that. Plus I love my daughter SO MUCH I'm sort of afraid of having another. I cant imagine loving another child as much as her. I horrible for having these feelings? Our daughter was totally worth everything I went through, but seriously pregnancy felt like a severe 9 month flu, plus I got a PUPPS rash for the last 3 weeks.