I have to agree with the PP, I you want it you have to commit to it. Keep taking the blessed thistle and fenugreek, offer the breast first always, if you end up offering a bottle after the breast then make sure you pump to keep your supply up.
I think you'll have a lot of heartache I you keep trying to go back and forth. If you want to keep nursing then do it, but do what works for you and allow that to be enough.
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