Re: Am I terrible because...
of course it doesn't make you terrible.
I think the important thing is to make an informed decision. And if that's the decision you're making, then it's fine.
Honestly? It's very tempting to just go in for a repeat csection. I could schedule family to fly up or really any childcare, I would be on base rather than an hour away.... there are a ton of other factors that it would simplify. but I am making a different choice.
but I understand the temptation to do things differently. I understand why people make the decisions they make. As long as they're making the decision with knowledge in their tool belt, then it's their decision to make.
SAHM to Magnolia May (09/10) and Luke Russett (04/13) and wife and best friend to my airman.