[homebirthmom]

i believe I read your story about the loss. so sorry clearly its painful mentally no matter how far along but physically it sure does take time to heal. you describe the on and off postpartum bleeding to a T. and if you do a little too much one day, you are stuck on the couch next day bleeding a little more. i can easily get a lot of colostrum out too. its so weird to be in this place- so much like a birth.