It's weird now. I lost something more than just a baby last month. I never hesitated before. I always told everyone, started buying things, and just generally never had a care in the world. But now i'm super paranoid and anxious. Thanks for letting me spill it here. My SO can't take it. It upsets him too much to hear me speculate, etc. He won't even acknowledge the pregnancy till he sees a heartbeat.
SO to my big papa, stepmom to the fabulous Ben, and mama to my tornado of destruction, Haydn 3.2.07, my precious monkey Emerson 9.8.09 and my two angel babies 1.20.13 and 3.1.13, and cautiously with a miracle