04-01-2013, 10:12 AM
Join Date: Sep 2007
Location: MB, Canada
Re: Feeling bummed, sore and tired...
mama. I think we're all feeling tired and sore and low on patience! I definitely am - and very stressed, too, with everything happening in the house. I feel like I'll never be able to get ready for Hiccup, even though I know that all the other stuff happening is part of getting ready.
I know how you're feeling, with the guilt feeling like you're not looking forward to baby. I have those feelings a lot, especially as we get closer and closer to baby-time.
I think, for me, it's because we weren't planning on any more babies. Elliana was our last... and then along came Hiccup. We're happy that he's coming, and excited to meet him... but at the same time I feel angry because all this stuff needs to happen to get ready for him - and he wasn't even supposed to be. Kwim?
Very guilt-inducing feelings and thoughts.
Momma to R (12)
, Z (10)
, I (8)
, L (4)
, P (2)
& J (Apr 14, 2015)
remembering Elliana Lucy (2.7.12)