Re: Just totally frustrated.. ugh
I mystery shop too! Well, not so much anymore with 2 kids, but I loved it when I did it! It supplemented our income, wasn't full time tho!
Are you sure it's not depression? The things you mentioned are all symptoms. Sleeping more than usual, angry/frustrated more than usual, lacking passion, feeling "blah," Those are HUGE clues. Can you talk to your dr about it? See a counselor or get a Rx for prozac or something??
At the very least, MAKE yourself exercise 30minutes every day to try to kick this. And watch your nutrition, too!
I have depression and what you described sounds VERY familiar to me. PM me if you'd like . . .
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