Re: I attended my first homebirth yesterday/today
I went and saw him and mommy today, and he is just beautiful!!!!! Perfect in everyway. I just held hm for like an hour and a half, and could not puthim down. It was very bitter sweet.... But i thought i should get the holding him over with,before too much time has passed, and i was afraid to hold him..
I feel bad though, because I said something i shouldnt have. She made a comment about how she would have prefered a specialneeds girl over having a boy, and i said, it could be worse... she could have my son.... I felt bad and appologized, but I think SHE felt worse than i did..
Melissa, At home, homeschooling, proud LDS Mom to 3 miracles on Earth, 5 angels in heaven, Nothing butt cloth is now closed. Thank you for 5 years of support.