Re: Regretting not trying harder...
mama! Don't beat yourself up. The Kid was 8.10 and not only did the nurses kept telling me that I didn't have enough milk for him, they also said that I'd had GD or he wouldn't have been born that big. It doesn't matter what your child receives as long as he's getting nurtured by you. IF you want to go the relactating route, then by all means go for it with all the gusto you can muster. However, don't beat yourself nor feel bad. you have a healthy boy and that's the only end result that matters.
Dear Baby in my Belly, Please come out. Seriously. It's like a 100 degrees here, IN CANADA. Your dad has taken to calling me puffy. I get that you're a dude and the last thing you want to do is leave a place you're going to spend the rest of your life trying to get back into, but enough. Your room is really cool, come out and see it. Sincerely, Love Mummy