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Old 02-24-2007, 01:26 PM   #6
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Re: Do you ever wonder "what have I done?"

I've been there a lot. I really have to talk myself down...I mean, I'm not voilent and I don't have to talk myself out of hurting him, I just have to talk myself down from such a high point of anxiety. Even while they're screaming or whatever, I just close my eyes and repeat things in my head, "He's just doing this because he doesn't have words", "Just remember that he's not feeling well", "There's got to be a reason, I just don't understand it.", "He doesn't really hate me"..ya know, whatever fits the situation...I just have to close my eyes and calmly repeat it to myself.
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