TTC while BFing GRADS & Greats!!! - Page 61 - Cloth Diapers & Parenting Community

lecialefty · 10-14-2011, 01:55 PM

Oh Marie!

I'm so sorry.

Vegan Princess · 10-14-2011, 02:17 PM

Oh Marie - that is the most heartbreaking thing I can imagine! I am so very sorry for your loss! I was just thinking about you the other day and thinking how much you deserved to have a healthy baby. I can't believe this. :-( I don't even know what to say to you to even begin to ease your pain. You will be in my prayers!

Cindy

quicksilverNHS · 10-14-2011, 02:25 PM

THanks all. Here's my lil guy:

Fleece Be With You · 10-14-2011, 02:49 PM

Lurking here....

Marie, I am so sorry, I am absolutely devastated for you. Tears streaming down my face. So glad you got those few precious moments with him, he truly was beautiful.

dogpaws · 10-14-2011, 04:13 PM

Oh Marie, I'm so sorry to hear this and my heart is aching for you! I'm so glad that you all got to spend time with him. I will keep you and your family in my prayers

dogpaws · 10-14-2011, 04:16 PM

(tears running down my face)...I can see his picture now...he is so beautiful and perfect. I'm SO sorry, Marie. I pray that you can find peace in all this and your body (and mind) heal fast!

quicksilverNHS · 10-14-2011, 04:24 PM

Thanks. My milk came in yesterday morning, so here I am with overflowing boobs (I only weaned my 2 year old 4 months ago!) and no one to give it to. So, if I NEED to pump to take the edge off so I can sleep, I plan to freeze it into popsicles for my son. I just can't bring myself to pump and donate. So much work and so much heartache, that I can't bring myself to do it.

jenniferaj072806 · 10-14-2011, 11:56 PM

Marie I am so sorry your family went through that! I have tearing about to pour down my face..He is such a beautiful little boy! I hope you and your family start to heal soon and I am so sorry this has happened. I am so glad that you got to spend the 40 minutes with him and love on him ♥ He knew how much he was/is loved!!

quicksilverNHS · 10-15-2011, 08:26 AM

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Originally Posted by jenniferaj072806

Marie I am so sorry your family went through that! I have tearing about to pour down my face..He is such a beautiful little boy! I hope you and your family start to heal soon and I am so sorry this has happened. I am so glad that you got to spend the 40 minutes with him and love on him ♥ He knew how much he was/is loved!!

Hubby and I have been comforted MANY times through this by the fact that we knew his hearing had developed and he could hear us talking to him and telling him how much we loved him.

I have a video of him breathing in my arms and me just repeating how beautiful he was and how much I loved him while I memorized every single one of his little body parts. Even his HUGE feet

Which you can see in this picture:

Having a 2 inch foot is pretty ridiculous when you're only 11 inches long

jenniferaj072806 · 10-15-2011, 09:45 PM

Oh my he did have big feet! He is adorable! I am glad yall have some pictures of him to keep forever ♥

10-14-2011, 01:55 PM	#601
lecialefty Registered Users Join Date: Apr 2010 Posts: 5,290 Ratings: 74 Feedback: 100% My Mood:	Re: TTC while BFing GRADS & Greats!!! Oh Marie! I'm so sorry. __________________ Alicia + A = E + M and someone new 2013 I shop at Mom's Milk Boutique : Using Swagbucks to earn paypal and amazon gift cards!.

10-14-2011, 02:17 PM	#602
Vegan Princess Registered Users Join Date: Aug 2009 Location: SF Bay Area Posts: 1,305 Ratings: 4 Feedback: 100%	Re: TTC while BFing GRADS & Greats!!! Oh Marie - that is the most heartbreaking thing I can imagine! I am so very sorry for your loss! I was just thinking about you the other day and thinking how much you deserved to have a healthy baby. I can't believe this. :-( I don't even know what to say to you to even begin to ease your pain. You will be in my prayers! Cindy __________________ Mama to DD (1/09) and DD (9/12)

10-14-2011, 02:25 PM	#603
quicksilverNHS Registered Users Join Date: Jan 2009 Posts: 1,835 Ratings: 6 Feedback: 100%	Re: TTC while BFing GRADS & Greats!!! THanks all. Here's my lil guy: __________________ Marie CDing, BWing, ERFing, ExtBFing, Picture-Obsessed mama to Smidget (6/09) and 6 angels (6 weeks 9/07, 12 weeks 4/08, 4 weeks 9/10, 15 weeks 04/11, Deagan born alive at 23 weeks 10/11, and 9 weeks 2/12) and wife to AJ since 2005. [*481216202428323640]

10-14-2011, 02:49 PM	#604
Fleece Be With You Registered Users OperaDiva Join Date: Apr 2009 Location: Texas Posts: 3,161 Ratings: 28 Feedback: 100%	Re: TTC while BFing GRADS & Greats!!! Lurking here.... Marie, I am so sorry, I am absolutely devastated for you. Tears streaming down my face. So glad you got those few precious moments with him, he truly was beautiful. __________________ Jessica, wife to L (8-5-05) Breastfeeding, co-sleeping, non-vaxing, CDing, ECing, babywearing Mama to H (9-18-09), my miracle baby! TTC #2! I make and sell Fleece side-snap ConvertoTrainers! WAHM page Hyenacart Facebook Page My Ovulation Chart

10-14-2011, 04:13 PM	#605
dogpaws Registered Users Join Date: Mar 2009 Location: Wisconsin Posts: 790 Ratings: 10 Feedback: 100% My Mood:	Oh Marie, I'm so sorry to hear this and my heart is aching for you! I'm so glad that you all got to spend time with him. I will keep you and your family in my prayers __________________ Melissa : loving my hubby and 4 kids (7, 5, 22 mos, and newbie )