wishing i was still pregnant

[jiniphur]

I havent really posted much on here but i had my june baby june 4 at 2 weeks early. It was a super fast labor and delivery for me that only lasted 5 hours total. Trudy joyce was 7lbs 10 oz 21 inches long! She is my smallest baby so far! I am so glad she is here but i cant seem to shake this sad feeling. I just feel a little cheated that she was early, i still had more stuff to do and pictures to take. Everytime i see someone pregnant or pictures of pregnant women i just want to bust out in tears. I feel so silly!! I felt a little sad after the other 2 were born but this one is a little stronger. I think it might be cause this might be our last baby and i was really enjoying this pregnancy Is anyone else feeling like this?